now that i've posted all that mindless junk, here's the real me:

PHYSICALLY:
sixteen years of age, but you wouldn't believe it;
temperment of a four years old.
pretty tall, overweight, undernourished according to the mother.
constantly fatiqued.
lost thirty-five pounds this year, though.
scarred and ruined, but only under her clothes.

PSYCHOLOGICALLY:
periodically clinically depressed.
has wild mood swings and a constant nag of unworthiness.
uselessness.
believes in suicide but is afraid of the pain
nag nag nag nag nag nag nag nag
inability to maintain relationships, be it friend, parent or love interest.
procrastinator extraordinaire, you wouldn't believe it.
deep thinker, decent writer, diligent addict
of sleep facebook myspace degrassi david levithan sundance
etc

MENTALLY:
unstable though creative
left-brained completely.
disbelief in everything yet gullible to everyone
easily distracted
powered by music alone.
synesthete, beauty
can't remember a damn thing.

SPIRITUALLY:
disbelieves in the deism of jesus,
honors buddha, confucious, mohammed, jesus, ghandi, all equally
believes that people were born to this life for a reason
therefore
all people are good,
and abortion isn't murder
abhors practiced religion yet longs for her personal "religion" to be the understood,
practiced.
questions god and herself every day

SOCIALLY:
keeps few close friends,
wonders how she hasnt screwed herself with them
yet




but is working on it, day by day.