sometimes

i really just want to delete this and start over.
again.


but i know i won't, not now at least.


so let's just cut to the chase:

i never really knew how awkward french kissing could be;
at first it was quite slobbery,
there were multiple teeth collisions, and
then, of course, there was the fact that
i honestly had no idea what to do with my tongue
until it was too late to turn back.


is this awkward to read?
if so, i honestly do apologize.


next point:

i want to get more honest with this and stop trying to phrase it correctly, or make it sound like i'm some professional author. because i'm not. i made this to document my feelings and simply for the joy of writing.

i want to be able to network, so people can read this and know where i stand without necessarily knowing who i am.
therefore, a new picture is in order.





so,
get ready.