yesterday a guy I used to know died. and for some reason it has had the biggest effect on my life. I didn't know him that well, but i remember when he added me on myspace, and i saw him a lot at shows. he was always so nice when we talked online. had i known back then that he would die the day before his nineteenth birthday, i wouldn't have believed it. a lot of people i know have posted about him today and last night, and for some reason i just can't shake it. he was a volunteer firefighter at the fire department by my house. the truck ran off the road and flipped, and he died. it's just hard to believe.
that, and i found out a friend of mine from middle school is pregnant and engaged. it's just incredible to me how life is moving in every different direction around me.
next year i will have an apartment and a job and a dog and a rent payment and a lot of other things that make life feel more tangible. and yet i don't know what i'm doing or where i'm going or when i'm going to fall in love again.
this has been a post, okay then.
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