balance

i have never felt so trustworthy, friend-wise, in anyone as i am towards blake.
i have never felt so emotionally attached, romantically or otherwise, to anyone as i am to dylan.
i have never felt so linked, through all of my life, to anyone more than to jillian.

i haven't felt this balanced in my emotions since maybe snippets of first hanging out with mara and ariel, freshman year first semester.



tonight was right
despite my stupid, accidental self-set curfew
and near-breakdown over a one pound, $350 puppy.

yesterday was right
despite my innate ability to oversleep
and tremendous lack of foresight money-wise.

tomorrow will be right in another way;
i'll clean my room and i'll do some homework
and i'll feel accomplished.


that's a nice thing to know.




i think i'll crash on the couch tonight
i'm already here and the couch is so inviting...