i'd be the closest i can be to alive."
for the first time in eternity, i feel like a functioning, flourishing, loving, lovable, loved person.
self esteem through the roof, holding hands with the lovely boyfriend and bestfriend,
backed up by my girls, my momma...being myself for once was nice.
plus my aunt is coming, and she always makes things better.
i'll never let it go again, being myself...being infinite. i say that, knowing i will let go, but i'm sincerely going to try and tackle all the stress and sickness for the betterment of myself and the people that surround me.
blake and i talked about how our whole lives, we've been waiting, not living. and so i'm going to really live. i'm going to try doing something completely me every day.
chasing a train and climbing an old oil rig and getting a manicure and just doing what i wanted for a day was the nicest gift i could have been given :D
DEFINITELY well on my way to feeling infinite again; i had truly forgotten what this feels like.
today was quite necessary.
"this is who we are, and how we'll stay."
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