i feel so sick.

but it's more than that. I just don't care about anything. not my calculus homework nor the fact that I have a Spanish test tomorrow, nor completing my two outstanding portfolio submissions nor what I'm wearing (sweatpants, for the second day in a row). I feel good about things with me and dylan, though, for the first time in a while. I never thought taking a break would fix things--and maybe it won't--but at this point I feel that the space is good. and maybe it's because of that that I just want to bask in doing essentially nothing for a few days. I didn't go to school for the first half of the day, having woken up dizzy and nauseous, and it was a good break. I still feel pretty awful, but I could stick out school tomorrow if I really tried. I just don't want to. it'll depend on how I feel tomorrow, but at this point I'm not going. im just in a weird mood...I guess I'll just catch up on being productive this weekend.