how is it that you can say something so perfectly blase as "i'm tired"
and turn it into a work of art?:
"like bended blades of grass- necks held heavy by first frost
I am still strong
but I am not standing right now"
i just feel the need to thank the world right now
for veterans day, a nice little break from the worries of this week
for a boyfriend who understands that some emotions are just too scary to deal with; who is eternally warm and THERE for me.
for a best friend who sees the reason behind my actions, because god knows i've forgotten
for a lovely little creature who needs me to snuggle with
for a mom who realizes that i need help with some things
for such a thing as music
for people like david levithan and rob kelly, who can relay my innermost feelings to me from a typed word; who make this world seem a little more aesthetic
i'm going to go slap together a commentary, and drown myself in candles and novels about lesbians and psych wards...anything to keep my mind off of reality.
tomorrow i have to clean out my car,
this weekend i need to clean my room.
clean things always make me happier.
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