I havent posted in forever

things are good with dylan and I, better than they've been in a long time. maybe ever. things had just settled into a constant, and I liked that. it was just a normal thing, that dylan is in my life and there was no other way it could be type normal. it wasn't like things had gotten boring or passionless, they were steady. and that was good. but now it's like when we were first dating: every thought is consumed by him, no matter what. I'm not really sure what caused this shift, but (although longing to be wrapped in dylan 24/7 isn't the most pleasant feeling because I can't have what I want) I think it's good for us. I like it, for now, and it helps me appreciate more the time we get to spend together.