i understand that we're both tired

and that I called at 11:45, but it would be nice to get to talk to you on the phone for more than ten minutes at a time, especially when it's been several days since ive seen you and it will be several more until i'll get to see you again. even if we dont say anything. half the time when we're together, we don't have to say anything; why should that change over the phone? this isn't meant to be shitty at all and I don't want you to see this later and be confused as to why I didn't say anything tonight. it was because you were sp happy when you hung up and i didnt want to ruin your night. I just need to put this here. I need you, and I miss you. and I want to be on the phone with you, even if we don't talk for a few minutes in between. I was so excited to talk to you and now I just feel lonely.